I’ve taken time to think about what I want for this year 2019 is all about action. I don’t want to make a list about it. I’m a procrastinator...it’s okay I’ve come to terms with it. In order for me to find genuine happiness I need to work the things that discourage me from living my life.
I can’t say there won’t be bad days...that my body won’t shut down on me because there most definitely will. I can’t predict what the future will be. At the same time, I let my body dictate how my day was going—I gave in. I wish I knew how to cope with extreme pain a year ago but, I wasn’t prepared for the impact of it. No one is. When I gave in, I gave up on myself.
I’m 20 years old, I have so many ideas and adventures I want to persue. For the past two years all I did was let my life pass me by. Setting goals is easy it’s the follow through that made me stumble. I have limits but I’m not limited.
My New Years resolution:
If I’m unhappy I need to be the first one to change.
Know my worth and don’t settle.
Dont let the past years control the outcome of this one.