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My Truths #10
Fear
Distant in every aspect, but nothing compares to the second
We lost the people we were, I love you dearly and can never get that back. Look in my eyes, see what I saw, feel what I felt- Did your heart break like mine
Empty spaces on the bed where you used to lay and my fear is that it can never be fixed, moments will be forgotten as the skies turn a dull black when rain start to pour over my body
Fear that you see me in this state, so lost, confused, and broken
Feared that you could never love me the same-
But I guess it’s all just a fear
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