I haven’t blogged for since the last week of June and it felt good. It’s sad to say but, I’ve been planning for this post and others that will be posted after this. Living the life of Chyna is not that hard but there is so much that will get me stressed out, I didn’t need a break because I was still working on future post and finding ways to be active without having a laptop in my face. I got to say I enjoyed myself— there was no pressure to schedule and write a blog.
For so long My Disability held me back. I couldn’t do this...it wasn’t handicap accessible and it would never happen. But, like in my blog post that I wrote way back in the day there is a whole list of places I would like to see. I’ve been researching my little slow-typing fingers to the brink and I WILL TRAVEL THE WORLD.
WHAT IS IN STORE FOR ME & THE BLOG?
There is so much that I can’t wait to do and accomplish I finally said enough with laying in my bed. I was lonely and bored with binging shows by myself so I made plans. When i wasn’t watching TV I was writing blog post and working on Virtual Journals x Chyna. The blogger community is so big and I haven’t even explored an ounce of that...I like: girl what are you doing? get your life together. This month was agonizing and fun all on it’s on and it opened my eyes to everything I wasn’t seeing. Yes, I missed it. But, I did what any blogger would do if it was them.
FINDING BETTER TIME MANAGEMENT
I’m lazy. I’m putting it out there...I find joy in pushing things off and it’s a really bad habit but it’s taken me awhile to find something other than blogging that I enjoy. Fact is I need to find out who Chyna is— without the dislocated hip, pain, and wheelchair and I think I have a handle on things now.
READING, PODCASTS & OTHER BLOGS
I went looking for things that will help uplift me and I found it. I got so lonely and bored I would talk to Siri— hey stop judging. She may only give me generated responses but she was entertaining and there. Gosh, that sounds so sad and weird just reading the words as I’m typing them out. I need friends. Anyways, I found just a few podcasts that will help me relax and find time to reflect. I will put them in a different blog post.
IT’S NOT LIKE IT IS IN THE MOVIES
Sometimes, you could read a tweet or a post about watching movies about bloggers or journalists and they make it look so easy and fun. They come into work with red heels on and confidence level on high but I’m still trying to find that and be confident in what I’m writing. Often times, I have a blog post ready to go live and then I’ll delete it. Is this something that will last forever? Who knows…
Hi I’m Chyna, almost twenty and still figuring my blog out and what works for me. I can’t promise I won’t disappear because I probably will again but, I can promise to always come back and be honest. It’s Just Chyna is me and I AM the girl behind the blog. No, before you ask I’m not perfect and I know my limits but I’m not limited. I do what’s best for me so I can live a happy life. I’m human.