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Why I’ve Been in Hiding
I’ve been gone for awhile because I wasn’t enjoying it. On Pinterest there are so many boards telling you how others made it works for them...what’s the best strategy and so much more. If I haven’t said this a million times one more time won’t hurt, writing is and always will be something I adore.
It has kept me going.
I love that I can put a few words together and watch as magic takes effect by bringing it to life it’s so unreal. I’m proud of my blog and I don’t regret it.
Not by one bit.
Choosing to blog was the right move. Posting my poetry was nerve wracking but I love it with all my heart and I chose to use my blog as a way to show that to the world. Trying to be perfect, that was my BIGGEST mistake, I looked and looked for ways to be just like the other bloggers out there and this month alone…
I REPEAT: TRYING TO BE PERFECT AND LIKE EVERYONE ELSE WAS MY BIGGEST MISTAKE.
I failed myself and I failed my blog. This February, I took a step back because I didn't like what I was trying to make this blog into or who I was writing it.
WHO AM I?
Who am I? Not a difficult question to answer but it take perspective for some to understand.
I am the girl who love racing in my wheelchair.
I love watching a love story unfold.
I love listening to music and having mini dance parties by my lonesome.
Binging on Netflix because we are best friends.
I don’t care what people say about me.
I LOVE that I’m a Disney girl.
There are so many more things that I do and maybe sometime I’ll explain why that’s apart of me. But for now, this is who I am.
TIPS
1. DON’T CHANGE FOR ANYONE!! (cliche, I know but it works)
2. YOUR ORIGINALITY MATTERS.
3. FIND YOUR OWN PATH.
4. TAKE YOUR TIME. (slow and steady wins the race.)
5. NEVER GIVE UP.
IT’S JUST CHYNA
I don’t want to see this blog fail because this took time and courage though, putting yourself on the internet always does. I tried the cookie cutter route and it didn’t work so I’m putting a new spin on the blog. One that shows who I am in a more relaxed light.
So get ready!
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